left out

I was always behind, I wasn't always in the middle. they were always together, while I'm just left in the shadow. they force me to join, knowing they both are just gonna play together while I'm here, sitting feeling lonely. yet I'm still with them, and I don't know why I'm with them. I'll feel so bad when I leave them, and I'm stuck in their shadow forever. i've always had my mouth SHUT TIGHT, so I won't be annoying. but they say "why are you quiet? " what do I have to reply.. I just leave them alone and just go back home, they grab my arm and pull me to them. knowing I'll still be behind. I know I'm youngest to the both of them, but I don't want to feel this way again. please stop making me feel 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵.