Left Behind

I am afraid of death Not my own death But my loved one's death Seeing them holding their last breath I could not go to burial Nor visit them when sick Some may think I'm irrational Some may say I'm a brick They may see that I don't care It's just that I couldn't dare Seeing everyone's pain and suffering Now that you are leaving Leaves emptiness in our hearts In our lives you'll never be a part Everyday and every moment Wish you're here and free of torment.