leaving home alone broken

time ticks an eternity in a place broken from the lies and the sin, you are helpless with nowhere else to go cause this home and this life is all you know but that's changing as you feel the once loving environment turning dark and against you and your left alone again without nothing no clue what to do or who is who anymore , never needed outside friends or anyone but the family right here especially her and judging by her absents these days its becoming clear that your no wanted here. the family you have came to love and trust has been your life since you graduated school 15 whole years back , you and these people have been to hell together and conquered the bad weather , even been in trouble with the law together and lived on the hard cold streets and still got thru with just them and you . all of that and it's only brought you here facing your worst nightmare and fear . she was so very ice cold last you Seen of her and telling you off running you down no problem to her it's fucking over for fuck sure ! what now where to go oh no it's freezing cold outside you have your jeep your pride your only ride and that's where you will have to live and hide until you find someone on your side , it wouldn't be long..