Leaving

For the months that I will be away, unable to have my phone or even an ordinary nap, I promise to write to you, My life was watered and I've grown to be a mother and for this I would die for you, Behind closed doors, you knew all my pain and knew mummy had no strength to gain, you knew I was going crazy, going a little insane, I told you I am going, you said okay, I automatically felt a disconnection from within my tummy even though I am not your biological mummy, I'm leaving again but this time it's no end, it's the start to a new beginning, mummy's life just took a little bend, a bend for the better because I need to heal as only you matter, It's a place nothing like veitnam it's more like veitnam in your head, fighting wars behind bars and closed doors, wars inside your mind and within your soul, Mummy's going to come back alive and you will hear that I am around through the grapevine.