leave me feeling dizzy

Leave me feeling dizzy why dont you I should have intruded her to nightmares You should know what you’ve brought me— whether by purpose or accident. I haven’t felt like this in so long, forgetting its normalcy, forgetting how rarely it comes unless you go searching. I have little to give back. Patience was stolen from me, understanding eroded— I learned to mistake karma for coincidence, love for passing conversation. It’s hard to hold on to something as simple as kindness when it’s offered to someone who isn’t used to it. But your beauty makes me lighter. Your attention makes it real. You don’t ask me to explain it....., You’re in my life now. You should know how much it changes me to be respected, to be seen. What I would do to make you safe, to make you comfortable— would shock those who’ve never been given what they quietly miss. Please, don’t leave my life yet And if you must, not until I’ve learned how to carry what you’ve given me. Ì