Learning to Face alone💪

I've been lost, And I handled it alone, But all that mattered was, "You never understand me" My fault? I've been hurt, And left alone, But all that mattered was, "You never valued me" My fault? I know, Only I was there for myself. Still, what mattered was, "You didn't came back" My fault? Reality is, I understood things DEEP enough to do things, that made me look wrong. I never valued the toxicity. And all that I wanna ask is, Even after so many flaws, why do you still wait for me to come back?