learning

I learned I learned from loneliness I learned it isn't that hard to be alone I learned I feel a little bit better when I am not faking every thing that I do I learned I learned people want me to change even though I didnt even know who I am I learned people think I am selfish for pushing them away cause mostly I just feel like I am about to break I learned monsters aren't under your bed there right in the world scarier then most of things we saw on movies I learned I learned people think I am selfish cause I need a little break and I thought I deserved it I learned people want to be needed and what is wrong if I wanted to be needed I learned crying to much is a weakness smiling to much is meaningless I learned I learned one day I wouldn't wake to everything fixed in my life I learned life is gonna get worst I am scared of the future and things that it holds for me I learned I am the fault for things I didnt even do I learned I am not perfect and sometimes not even worthet I learned I am not perfect and thats every day I am learning