Learn to love yourself first

You don't know the definition of love until you actually loved a person who doesn't love you the same measure.  You made me feel i wasn't enough. I had nothing but love to offer and it was genuine. Broke my heart to know i wasn't the man of your dreams, shook my pride to be rejected by the same person i'd give up the whole world for. I had to, i had to walk away for my sanity..I had to be Alive for those who actually love me..i had to put my energy into my Pen instead of crying over a spilled milk i had to go develop myself. Now you're back saying i left Now you're making me feel guilty for going where i feel loved and appreciated.  You say you love me all of a sudden but how can that be true when you don't even love yourself.