laziness

Each day from morn to eve what do i do ? I myself honestly don't know. Each day when on my bed i got up askew With yawnig ,eyes mid-opened and voice low. To myself i say today's plan is to abandon, That fake god who promises me his pardon. My brain , my heart , my mindset, are idly slept And on my laziness i rely on ,then remain inept. I wonder how long does this loathful demeanor last. Fear and procrastination surrounded me by its blast.