Lay

I lay broken in my bed  Wishing I was dead  I hope you never read this It holds all my secrets  I'm not trying to hide the truth But where is your truth You don't feel bad  And that makes me sad When I'm alone with my thoughts  The ones that fill the empty slots They aren't good to have often But you never listen You have no option  No adoption  I’m left without a roommate  So it's a clean slate  But right now I feel so low  All I can do is say no  I feel so drained  My body is stained