later

"Wait till the sun rises, They seem to all turn away at first light", this is the for the monsters Day dreams lately, they don't seem to have lite clouds anymore It's always dark with silent lightening The days now go longer than the nights With so little time to sleep. At the Bus stop, The passenger, Waiting in line till I don't remember What I came here for Another ADHD, stock in a circle, doing everything, except that which I am supposed to do I have become my own worse enemy. Battling monster is a daily routine I lose some and I win some Death is never an option But not inevitable It's patrols the corners Waiting for an invitation Tears and pain are my number one signs of living I Laugh when am hurt I cry when am joyful I do my best to keep the monsters locked For it is my fear of tomorrow that keeps me awake at night, Not the monsters For I know my demons My demons know me I know what they want I know what keeps them quiet, It is tomorrow that scares me Stepping out in to the unknown Is what I fear So I leave everything else Pertaining to future To do them all "later"