Last time

For the last time, i looked deeply into those eyes. They looked like they stredded tears of love, for a girl who didn't deserve. it felt like me. It wasn't indeed, But I fantasized, just to live.. in peace. He made me feel something i couldn't.. i was leaving and I couldn't confess indeed but Those eyes searched for me, till they could.. he looked at me, as long as he could. It felt forbidden, one-sided indeed But he looked at me like he never did. His eyes had fire, when I looked at 'them', 'them' were other boys indeed, but I just couldn't believe. He looked at me, more than he should, I dreamt of him, more than I could. I knew it wasn't worth for I leave But those eyes begged me to keep.