last moments

Breathe deep. Let your brain feel what your heart can't understand. with a sour taste on your tongue. Bitter leftovers of pills and warm liquor. they drip down through the cold lump in your throat. spin with the room. Another deep breath. feel your heartbeat pound against your chest. Lean you head back and take in your last moments. lay your soild bones to rest for the last time taste those sour and bitter leftovers. Spin. Think about the heart beat against your chest. think about the body youve resented so much. The skin you've opened, scratched, and pulled. feel your fingertips. the unique pattern. take your last look at the room, blurred and tainted. close your eyes and feel. your last moments.