land beyond my mind

do you ever wonder?, what's beyond time ,whats above,whats under. there's so many theories, but which one do I belive, I guess I'll decide after watching some series. but when I'm gone where do I go? will I travel up to heaven or stay down low well I mean I'll never know so why waste my time . But I can't stop, my brain is racing so many thoughts , is that a crime? but in the land beyond my mind mabye we will figure out, but for now let's stay kind.