kuch batein khud se 🍁

Kyan Sirf Bat karna Prem hai,, khud se ek saval h, Me apne Din ki sari bate usse share karti hun, jo mujhe nahi pasand use btana thik samjhti hu, jo mujhe pasand usse batati rehti hu, usse bat karne ke bad Achaa saa feel hota hai,,ptaa nahii kyu ye Dil dimak har waqt usi ke bare me sochta rehta h,, mujhe nahi pta is feeling ko kya nam dena chahiye,, kuch mixed feelings h usko bhi,, par kuch confirm nahi. but mujhe to confirm ho gya kyu ki aaj se pehle to aisa kabhi huaa nahi.. mene khud kabhi kisi ko itni importants dii nahi, meri to kisi ke sath Vibe v match nahi hoti h,, but iske sath achi khasi jam gyi meri. Yr ye shakhs mera Dost tha, ab dost se kahi badh ke h.. me apne Din ki sari bate isse karke relaxed feel karti hu. agr isse bat na ho to pura din khud se baat karke nikal leti hu.. or imagine karti rehti hu wo kya kar raha hoga. mujhe usse prem h ya ni, ptaa nahi, but jo usse h wo kisi or se nahi h. uske sath alg sa Bond h jo aaj se pehle to kabhi kisi ke sath nahi tha.. ab is rishte ko mujhe kya nam dena chahiye,?. dosti ka nam to nahi de sakti.. me dosti se badh kar man chuki hu..😌 agr uski ye mixed feelings hamesha aise hi rahi to? it's okay I wishe uski sari wishes purii ho.. ❤️💫