Knowing Me I never knew that

I never knew that I can't see myself finish Yet, people tend to see me finish While finding myself it looks like I am wrapped Still, people look like I have been unwrapped I tend to believe that I am not eligible for some things Because I don't know how to prove that we don't have the same views about things I am a softie, I am a hardie, I am a goodie, still I am the badie Different people with different views about me I read a lot into people's actions and reaction It makes me read who they are with permission The way you approach me gives me different options why you wanna be with me I am really good at disappointing myself so I might disappoint you and that's pure me So I determined not to have closed friends and brothers because I thought they can't understand who I am Can you believe that meeting some certain people I felt like some people who don't really know you from day 1 can understand who you are what do we call this emotional stability when emotions tells different stories of ability I wish to call it a day on finding me just to keep going everyday to find me.