knife in the game

the pain oh how it feels so great like that blade digging deep oh how it hurts but I can't help beg for more of the pain how it tastes ever so sweet like the blood that drips down my knees as I grit my teeth or when I empty my mind and I numb out my pain how I allow you to take as you take from my skin calling it your own as I also offer you my mind and my soul I don't need it anymore oh how it killing me inside yet bringing me alive and it tears me from inside begging screaming pleading don't stop this pain for I love it and it's all part of the sweet sweet game that game of life