Kill Myself

The hardest challenge  I faced today Wasn't just a challenge For today I can't remember not wanting to die To get out of everything  Because being in the sky Is better than hearing the phone ding Especially when they just vent On your health It leaves a dent But I hide it with stealth  I want to kill myself For one reason only Because you can't take care of yourself  You take a toll on me slowly  Suicide seemes to be the only way out  And I feel so done And in a drought I know I'm not the only one