Kid

Where'd that kid go who used to be so happy? Was going through so much but never thought life was crappy.. Why does she who only wants to kill herself exist now? What happened to her? she who had dreams of own big businesses Did she die or did she fly high leaving this body aside? Whatever it is, I just really want to know for the girl who's currently alive doesn't know what to go fro. I miss you kid is all I want to say. Because you were really going through hell, and said that it was heaven as if you didn't feel the pain. You still exist now but all in form of pain. I want to make you proud but sometimes all the efforts just go in vain. I am sorry I'm not as I was what you thought. but I promise I'll make this life worth living for us And you'll be happy for the pain.