Kid

I was never afraid of speaking in front, I was just afraid that I'll ruin it, that I'll not be good at it. I was just a kid, a kid who wonders. A kid who wants to learn almost everything, yet no one wanted to teach her. I wanted to learn how to wash dishes, but no one taught me how, instead, all I heard was "You'll not be good at it." I wanted to learn how to use the broom, but like what they always say, I'll not be good at it. Since then, I grew up with the thought that I'll not be good at everything. I was so tired of hearing that sentence, so I stopped my desire to learn what I wanted, and I've become a lazy person.