JUST THINKING..OR VENTING

I need time to explore the wonders and inner workings of a hour for a minute if I can have a moment of your personal time I need to unwind my mind get undressed , rub my back for a while , let me tell you what's been haunting me baby my dreams call me up every night in the middle of the night and I get up to answer never missing a beat my feet feel as if though I've been walking on them non stop since my Dad died 96' was a damaging year so why have I been constantly running away from hurt when death i don't fear maybe I just need you right here to catch my tears as they fall from my itchy eyes I sit alone and sometimes think what life would be like waking up next to you smiling at you seeing the sun reflecting in your eyes and the glow leaving kisses on my cheek mmm im getting weak give me shelter inside your love that tight hug I scream I need