Just My Thoughts Running Wild

I feel like you're here with me in my house That's why sometimes I need to browse I think to pause and wonder How big a blunder! If my spouse will find the things I write about you Like imagine him reading this Like our marriage being all new In my heart, our memories I sew I love you if only you knew But maybe that's a good thing you don't, right? Because my life would become so tight Because it's hard to say But you'll never love me back I learned that today Although, my mind knew My heart hurts at those thoughts my dad sew I can't say they're all lies that he brew But oh if you only knew I think you'll smile at this thought Considering we never fought I mean can you blame me? We've been best friends for 14 years, don't you see? We can't stay best friends long enough Let's be more than that No bluff I wanna love you and all that stuff I'll be the luckiest, the day all my prayers come true But he may be stuck with me like glue.