Just me...

i tend to care too much to do too much and to try too hard I don't realize it but it's just me in that moment it feels right my heart aches whenever I try not to my heart lights up and the next thing I'm all over I can bleed for them I try my very best for them not expecting anything in return the sad part is I don't hav to be told to do anything I just do it it's just me but I tend to not realize I hav to force people to reciprocate to treat me right to bleed for me and it's sad because no matter how much I try it's just me it's just how I was built to some degree I wish I was built different with a drop of "idc"...