Just me...

Im laying here bored out of my mind, wish i had money to buy that high. My cat is snoring on my chest, my mind is giving no rest. Tomarrow is work, work, work, since im not a female with an ass to twerk. Sometimes i just wanna clear my life, but i got a girl soon to be my wife. Everyday really isn't a struggle, just the same shit i wonder if its really worth the trouble. I love my friends and family with all i am, but the weight on my shoulders is annoying as damn. I do what i can with what i can do, but some days im hungry with no food. I don't care what people think, cause im not trying to be a fake. I may smoke and drink once in a while, least im staying out of the police files. Judge me all you want, but you won't leave a scratch with that cut. Im strong with the right people at my side, they know my trait is nothing but kind. My girl may be a little big, but damn it thats what i dig. She keeps my life strait, being with her i know its faith. The world won't stop spinning around my head, but its too soon for me to end up dead. I got much to do and live for. I just need the way to the right door