Just friends right?

what am I misisng? the moments we were kissing? or the moment We went missing? always hurt, but never heard we were just friends right? but friends don't catch feelings. it doesn't make sense I think to myself I didnt want to love or to like you but you've seen through through me, through the wall I've built to protect me. you broke it. you Stole it. you left with it. you didn't even dare to ask. you took, but you didn't give anything in return. atleast not what I wanted. I guess I'll always be haunted. haunted by the words ,, what if ,, and the worst is, I know theres nothing behind it.