Just Done.

i am done. Of all your empty promises. Of everytime you stood next to someone who hurt me. You started being dry. You manipulate me into thinking i hurt you. You didnt even get me a birthday gift and you complained about mine feeling "random". And then you want me to stay the same old me?. No. I deserve a better best friend. I deserve someone who makes me feel valued. i deserve a bff who doesnt leave my messages on seen. I deserve someone who treats me just as good as i do to them. Finally. Now days passby where you dont cross my mind. I started matching your dryness. As hard as it is. It feel more peaceful and less hurtful. I dont get excited anymore when you text me. I wont mention you on any "BFFS" videos that you always "forget" or dont reply to them. I wont take your excuses or make you any. Because even when i didnt have time i still made sure to never treat you like this. But you dont care. And thats when i realised. Its okay for you to leave. I stopped building the bricks around the door. I even held the handle and opened it. I stopped fighting for us to stay friends I put myself first from now on. You can stay. Or leave. Either way it wont matter. Because i finally grew to resent what you did to me.