Just a teenage lover

I was stunned immediately when I saw him I never thought he would end up being mine but in just a month he never wasted time not gonna lie,he mesmerized me but sometimes ,just sometimes I feel like there is something lacking I guess I was a bit too easy on him I wish I could throw my love for him in a bin why is it that I took risks to be with him he told me he loves me but deep down I don't feel the love it is very rare to find someone beautiful inside and outside The inside beauty makes me doubt but I got a prince charmy for that I'm proud Before I fall too hard Tell me the truth Do you really think I'm pretty Or you think I'm just a pity he said he is different But am I the lover of his preference I know I'm not perfect That doesn't mean your true feelings about me should be a secret I've been broken for a bunch of times so do you really think I'm fine Then don't make me feel inferior I might have been an option to you but don't shut down my confidence Catching feelings was a coincidence but loving you wasn't an accident🥺