Just a drunk thought!

Even in my death wish, I want you to shine. I know you erased me long back, But you exist for me, And you always will be. My heart, soul, and body Will always be yours. And even if you don't exist as a person for me, But as a feeling or entity, you will always be with me. I wanna scream hard to the world, "I love you," But I know you will never hear. I wish you would, But no worries. You're locked in my heart, And you'll always be. I love you. I loved you. I always did. And so sad for me, You never did. And I have to live with it. But no matter, I lived with you, And I know I can live, Not without you, But with the essence of you. With the essence of you, I live with the ghost and memories Of you, And no assurances of yours. I always live with you. But I will always live with you!