Joy

I've envisioned myself happy one day, with a real smile not something I put up so others won't worry. Happiness I can't contain in myself. where I break out in laughs and tears of joy. where I've realized all of my work has payed off. I can see it so I guess I'm not that hopeless but yet again some days I wish I'd never wake up. but that's life so till those days appear I'll keep on smiling for the ones that worry for me.