Joy

a lot of people ask me if I felt Joy they don't believe it which means I have to achieve it read my goal before it's told yes I have for joy have you felt Grace have you felt your parents say that you're a disgrace I have pondered and wandered through these empty Halls wondering if I will ever feel Joy again I have felt Joy which means I have to go farther than the Moon farther than the Stars farther than anything you can see so far I've not had the perfect life but I don't need one I don't need people handing me things left and right thinking that I'm a spoiled brat I think I'm fine no one gets me no one lets me to take a chance and speak for myself speak for the rest of the human kind just like me except I'm speaking for no one because I am alone and I look like myself because I am myself no one can be me so when you ask me if I felt Joy I'm going to say yes even if you don't believe it I've already achieved it it's thrived and lived through this room there's still walls that hold me in to this cave not letting me escape yes I have felt Joy even if my poems or anything of me is dark as you think it is well it's not it's how I feel and how I can express myself through poetry so if you ask me if I felt Joy yes.