jealousy

it's a sickening feeling on your tongue, like an acid flowing through your blood, oh why why would she do that? throw away our love bury it deeply in the cracks of her heart i don't even think my own could even bear to start. i wanted to cry i wanted her to wipe the tear from my eye but alas she was hanging with her new bestfriend, the male, the one who made this love end. i'm jealous of him of how he swooned my lover and no i won't forgive him this heart's been broken to many times to begin with. i'm shutting down my walls, building up defences, so that girl may fall even if it is in his arms but never in mine again. i'm done loving her and i'm done loving in all. so play your little game, i'm too tall for it now. i'll tower over your love and i'll snatch cupid's doves, right out the air so no, love isn't fair. but it wasn't when he met her and when she destroyed me.