Jealousy

There's this feeling inside I can't get rid of. It feels like every time I see the people I love, love others, my thoughts drown me I can't escape my brain When it's not me, I feel useless I want you happy, but there's a thundercloud in my mind that hates me and you, when I'm not the reason This feeling I can't help but sink deep in For this feeling, there's no cure My thoughts claw at my heart, and why? Well, I'm not entirely sure I want to be your everything all of the time and everywhere But I don't want everything to be about me, and I don't want this feeling of dread from wanting to be your everything I shall try to hide my thoughts for you, for all of you, I don't want to be like this.