January seventh 2023

and as the moment came upon me When i realized your will i felt the world break down around me And as a million thoughts raced through my head i could only just stare Stare at the face of the one you loved and as all the feelings flowed through my veins Sadnesss jolted my heart as i realized that face was no longer mine And as your eyes met mine the very next day it took all of my strength to keep walking past To not go up to you and hug you forever and as the months slowly dragged on My heart remained the same even now i occasionally meet your eyes And as you seem to hold eye contact for a second to long that little action fuels my delusions And all the memories ive hidden away come pouring out 1:57am . jan. 7 . 23