I've hated this women

Actually, I've not loved her at all most of her life. I've fed her lies and told her she wasn't good enough by allowing others to make her feel like she wasn't good enough I've allowed her to feel broken and damaged and unrepairable I've allowed others to verbally and physically abuse her I've allowed her to run through brick walls and battle for others who won't even stand for her. I couldn't stop others from abandoning her, but I've seen her stand up and be a light for the world and love others despite all that. I have stood paralyzed by fear while she fought battles in her mind, heart and soul alone This woman has screwed up many times as a partner, as a daughter, mother and as a friend because she didn't think she was worthy of self love or the love of others. She has a smart mouth, a stubborn streak, and she has secrets. She has scars because she has a history. She has so, so many scars... Some people love this woman, some like her, and some don't care for her at all... But she is beginning to love herself. She has done good in her life, she has done not so good in her life. Every mistake, failure, trial, disappointment, success, joy and achievement has made her into who she is today.