It's the End

While I sleep, memories haunt me down. I thought this would be the perfect us Back in the younger days,I assume us in the future But I was in tears Why? 'cause I know there's no future for us You hurt me and don't care You love me and hurt me I use to think that you'll change Did you? You kept on promising and promising But you remain the way you are Looking at us in the future,I see a beautiful us But in the eyes of mine it's full of sorrow Loving you and loving you again makes me scared and happy 'cause I know the ship we sail is going to sink anyway I know! But you seem nonchalant that you think love is about loving and hurting There's no future for us! Let's end our ship here while we both swim back to our deserved shore The ocean wants me more than you do! It's left for you to sail the ship with another person or with yourself. But, I'm swimming to the shore I might eventually become part of the ocean even if I drown Staying with you was drowning enough There's no happy future of us, it's just pretense But you don't see it jhust_me