it's taking over

I'm always in my bed, suffering from this dread it's taking over my body, I just sit curled up in my hoodie hopeing someone would help me, my only wish is to be free free from this madness free from this sadness my monsters come alive it's eating me from the inside my soul just died I'm digging it's gave I feel like a slave I can't stand up I'm not that brave it's feeling like a hurricane in my brain this monster is taking over where is the controller it's running my life where is the knife this needs to end now I don't even know how I need to find a way so I can live till that day I see the summer sun again all I need is you Madeleine