It's okay to be okay

I am not afraid for how it's all going to end I am just scared I might lose a friend I tried to pull you close tell you to stay But you just pushed me away But it's ok Things have always been this way I thought I was suppose to be happy But I always ruin that for me sadly People don't always stay the same The fire which burned so bright now a doused burning flame But it's ok not to be okay That's what they always say