it's okay

its okay to still love Them..Its okay to be hurt and not know what to do its oke to feel lost and feel like u will never be able to breath again but will find way out..its okay to still think about them and when u walk down the street to suddently get that smell again and u realize u still miss them because that smell made u feel at home and it still does its okay to miss them after all they were ur safe place and ur home they made u happy and maybe still bc its okay to still have his birthday in ur calander and for the reminder to go off when his mom his birthday is or when his siblings have exams its okay to still have all the pics u two took and its okay to have the white roses he gave u on ur first date dried up in a box with his shirts and his rings because he might be death but hes still there u still have his number and call it every night to hear his voice mail but u know its not gonna last forever but its okay to visit his grave everyday and go with his twin brother there so ur not alone but no matter how similar they both look hes never gonna be him bc its okay to still love him even if he died 4 years ago and u married his twin brother.