it's not your fault

it's not your fault you fell in my trap. you cared and you loved, loved me more than everything and everyone. I knew you would, I observed and got to know you, learned what you needed and wanted and I created this perfect person specifically for you in me. I became someone you could and wanted to give everything to, not for you but for me. I knew what I wanted and what I could get from you. I became your person and you were mine. I don't love, I believe I do. as I also fall for my own trap I'll love and love, I'll harm and harm. I give and I understand, I'll be loved and cared for, I'll care for others more than they know they needed. I'll create this endless cycle of love and pain for my own gain.