It's not my fault

It's not my fault that I was forced to meet people. Forced to talk, forced to be the star daughter. Forever hidden. It's not my fault that I feel it would be better if I wasn't. it's not my fault I grew up too early, or spoke too late. it's not my fault. But when you talk to me and force me to do stuff I am too drained to do, I'd rather if I wasn't. it's not my fucking fault when you make everything 10 times worse.