It's Not Easy To Love Me

It's not easy to love me I never said it would be I am scarred and traumatized by the fake love and the lies but in the midst of it all, you can say that I tried. I tried to love you, and you tried to love me even though it's not easy to love me, and I never said it would be. I wanted forever, and I thought I found it in you, but sometimes I feel like I need something new. it's not easy to love me I never said it would be But I realized how can I fully love you if I don't start by loving all of me. It's not easy loving me I never said it would be.