It's Never Blue Enough

It is here in what moves In sudden subtle changes I do my best, thanks for asking Unsure if I’m not broken Abiding the unforgotten It’s all I have to lose It is there within you In sudden slighted glances I see shadows of near chances Fallen across gray curtains Residing in the uncertain It’s how I pay my dues I’m painting just for you In sudden sentient sadness Taken by days of absence Searching for the wording I thrive in the learning It’s how I search for truth I’ve missed all the cues In all that has happened Fallen foreign to your stances Raising points, ever yearning I strive for understanding It’s why I seem a fool It’s nothing that I knew If happy or if saddened Limits stricken all that matters Leaving empty while with fuel I lie within the masking It’s why I live untrue I’m painting just for you Canvas stressed and overtightened Strokes flow in dullened splatter Filling whiteness that lies void I live for the time when No more blue is in the tube I live for what seems righteous When it’s never blue enough ~ By Keira Fulton-Lees https://keira-leda-lees.medium.com/its-never-blue-enough-866212eec7b9?source=friends_link&sk=7db829f970ce530079a3c9e7ce435994