it's Me

I don't think I've tried enough, Even if I tried to laugh, There's me and myself, That will fail me. I tried to smoke, But it didn't last, I tried to drink but, At the end it was a joke. I was always mad, To make them think That i am that bad, But it was all a jinx. I do have friends, But i felt alone, Wanting to go away, And I am It's been years, All I did was think I went to their plan, And I never had one Happy, I wish I am, Love, i wish i felt it, Me, i wish i knew it Dream, I don't know. It felt like the stars are talking, Trying to say "hold on my dear", But what if I told you, Tonight, I'm just really tired.