Its just a nobody

My definition of love is different, its a gentle word but a painful start, a confusing feeling that i can never understand, just watching and wonder other lovers, "just where can i find love if i dont know where to start?" At first i didn't care, How soft or rough a love can be, i just thought it can be happy, but i opened my eyes amd flowers were blooming behind ur back, i felt like "do i have feelings for this Nobody?", a stranger that caught my eye, follows you everywhere with my eye and see your smile, a beauty, a pretty smile, with a laugh that can reach your eyes, i wanted to wonder if ur the one but reality slaps the out of me changing back to my reality, a reminder that this feelings can never get out even if its words to tell somebody, it will just be kept as a secret and never tell anybody, but then again we are just strangers from another end,