It's here again

The dark has surrounded me, I have no idea how to feel. I thought I had found the key, But I just have a heart made of steel. I no longer feel joy, And I feel like this is a joke. Is my heart just a toy? You grabbed a stick to at my heart poke. I am broken as I sit on this bed, I can no longer have faith. I just wish I were dead. It is of this negativity my body I need to bathe. All I ask is for someone to come and have me saved, My heart is broken for the last time. My heart has now caved. This is the last you will hear it chime.