Its Fine, I'm Fine

An unknown pain, A pain i didn't know where it came, is it cause i didn't sleep? cause the whether is irritating? cause the people from this house keeps talking? I DONT KNOW! it just hurts, here by my chest, a feeling an ack i cant take, Im sorry im weak, just a feeling can make me cry a pain so suffering enough to make a river from my cries, But i still hide it, dont worry a smile can be a big wall to stand behind it, Just smile and say "ill be fine so lets just end this day" I hate to not ask for help, but a lump in my throat is enough to make me keep still and try not to spill, my eyes are watering, but ill be fine just a good night sleep and ill be back in no time! Im fine is a word, a lie i spew just to look strong and tough to those few, Cause weak are weaklings, that what i believed in "what you cryin for? something so small?" a sentence so simple yet can break and crack my wall, so i tend to look tough, Not crying even in the hardest stuff, but deep down In my own deep well there will always be a girl quietly cries for help, But ill be fine.