It's everything

It's everything.. The way I talk,the way I speak. The way I try make ends meet. Fighting a battle that I'm desperatly Trying to win... Only to realize,it's all coming from within. I lock everything away But it always comes out one day. I've been told it'll get better But I still haven't received that kind of information letter. I've tried to not worry as much But that safe,warm and happy feeling is out of touch. I hope I'm being seen... I want to be freed Hopefully all this is a vivid dream And one day I hope to find out what this life really means.