It's Close Now

I can barely keep my eyes open I can barely think,all the strength I have I'm writing these words today. before I slip into Oblivion before I'm forever erased put into a box and remain a memory. I remember when I was a child how fun and excited night for us and then all of a sudden we grow up and problems hurting pain loss all that start wearing us now until we're nothing some overcoming some live with the pain inside hiding with smiles but I've tasted hell I've been burnt by its flames I have Tangled with the Devil and I haven't remained the same remember me as who I was not who I am for who I am is a fragmented shadow of the man that wants stood in front of the world optimistic and full of Hope. I'm wore down I hate the words that people say I hate the mistrust, I hate the doubts I hate the names I hate the feelings behind what they're saying I just take who I am and who have become and I think it's better if I disappear into the unknown I roam alone.