Its an act this endearingness

That endearing nature is a act you put on to hide you fear of being beaten or death from the world. To get love from the world Cause you are not that way with everyone. And the moment you get love from a woman, You are no more endearing to the world, you actually have slight hate for the world,  A man doesn't not need to be endearing to the world, he has to be self interested What makes me happy I wanna call the shots. I wanna not please others, but please myself.