"It's Always Me"

It's always me, or so they say, Blamed for storms I didn't Sway. Carrying weight that's not my own, but still I face it all alone. I Smile, they frown- the blame is mine, Even when I walk the line. their stories flood my every feed, their pain becomes my soul to bleed. Socials not so social now, it's heavy eyes and furrowed brown. once for laughs nor cries and scars, screens filled with wounds, not shooting starts, no one ask what I've been through, They think I'm strong- if only they knew. My silence isn't peace, it's pain, Drenched in a never ending rain. I want to scream, I want to rest, I'm tired of being everyone test, don't make me your reason why, when all I do is try and try. one day I hope they finally see, that I'm not the cause, I just want to be me